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This sucks. Lost 5-0 to Elsario in the league.. Sick of losing (regardless of how well we play).. Had a great chance to score but as usual, it hit the fuckin bar before goin over.. I have hit the bar/post in every match i have played in, for as long as i can remember.. Dan played keeper and he had a couple of howlers.. It's really frustrating to give ur best, try so hard to score only to have the ball flying thru ur keeper's gloves at the other end.. The first goal knocked the wind outta me, my morale dropped real low.. The free kick was not travelling fast at all, rather it was like a weighted high pass.. DAniel totally missed what was an easy catch.. Pain.Pain.Pain. That hurt so much but i refused to give up, rallyin the guys and tryin hard to regain our footing in the (so far)close match.. Then howler after howler resulted in constant drag-downs..the first half ended 3-0 and by the 70+ minute some of the guys were commiting stupid fouls and losing their cool.. tHey lost focus and even i began to get frustrated at their lack of control and maturity.. The constant offsides were a thorn in my side and the silly tackles on the opposition left a bitter taste in my mouth.. Overall, it was a bad game and i hope we learnt from it... I will not hang up my boots as yet. Had a good first half partnering Barak upfront and I felt Gopi played well in his new position of CM.

Met Faz for lunch at brickworks. Once again managed to catch up with one of the bruddahs.. Felt so much better meetin an old pal.

Went over to Jaja's place for her engagement.. Felt good, but bags under eyes prompted Cik Melati to ask if i was working (Cik Usop followed up later with the same question).. I appreciate this people asking and tryin to make conversation but man.. doesn't my long hair show that i've ORDd?? Hmmm. I was tryin to piss Sarah off by constantly enquiring abt her hot Cuz, she got back at me by actually talking to her cuz(who turned out to be her auntie, yana) and introducing her to me when i wasn't prepared. According to Amin, my face was Hong Bao-Red.. Fuck.